When I finally let go, and completely let God take a hold of life, I won. I am in the best spot ever. I have never had this feeling before. I can do whatever I set my mind and heart to, and it's not even that tough. I have everything I need right now. Life is great.
Here's my to do list, in no particular order: continue college, continue working hard, get engaged, travel, make comics, create screenplays, make movies, write books, write music/lyrics, snowboard, continue working out, graduate with BBA in Marketing, continue faith walk, read more books, smile, laugh, grin, keep the light shining, continue blogging, stay up with SCC, LSS and CR (Salem Community Church, Life Success Seminars, and Celebrate Recovery), thank my family and friends for their continued support, keep in contact with the positive influences, stay up with praying and reading the Bible, discover more good music, stay positive and optomistic, stay weird, define strange, remain sober-distraction is an obstruction to the construction, etc.
Peace